Unbearable Agony: My Battle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain around one eye that persists up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a