Crew Member Shares Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the landing.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after an attack during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She added that amid the criticism, considerable good had emerged from the mission, including spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from its launch site in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also featured experts in different industries.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.
